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Remembrance Tattoo
Anyone who knew Lindsay or has followed our story knows of Lindsay's love for flamingos. Flamingos were a frequent theme of decorations...
Chris Larsen
Feb 22, 20222 min read
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One-Year
How can one year feel like both the longest and shortest measurement of time?
Chris Larsen
Feb 15, 20223 min read
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Becoming unstuck and rejoining the World.
Thursday was our first Thanksgiving without Lindsay and last Saturday (11/20) would have been 19 years together (dating) for Lindsay and...
Chris Larsen
Nov 28, 20215 min read
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Happy Birthday, My Love
My Love, Today kicks off what was one of my favorite annual traditions--my week with an older woman. You would have been 37 today and I...
Chris Larsen
Sep 22, 20212 min read
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Moving Forward with Grief
I've decided today to take a huge next step by partaking in a grief group that will meet regularly over the next several months. I was...
Chris Larsen
Aug 24, 20211 min read
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Grief is Paralyzing
I know an apology isn’t necessary, but I'm a people pleaser and I’m sorry I haven’t written anything in the last couple of months. We’re...
Chris Larsen
Jul 7, 20214 min read
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Virtual "Laying-In" Ceremony for Lindsay
Today marks two months since Lindsay passed and yet it feels like it was yesterday. I still cannot understand or comprehend life without...
Chris Larsen
Apr 15, 20211 min read
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Happy 2nd Birthday, Ellis
Today marks the first big milestone since Lindsay died and I don’t know what to feel. Ellis was just 3.5 months old when Lindsay was...
Chris Larsen
Mar 22, 20213 min read
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One Month.
One month. One month without my best friend. One month without my better half. One month to contemplate and navigate life without an...
Chris Larsen
Mar 15, 20215 min read
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A Clumsy Welcome
In the moments and days following Lindsay’s colon cancer diagnosis, my sister’s darkly comedic output went into overdrive. Inside the...
Eric Bender
Mar 5, 20213 min read
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CaringBridge
As we transition to #ColonCanceristheShits, I never want to lose sight of the raw and unfiltered emotion expressed by Lindsay in her...
Chris Larsen
Mar 1, 20211 min read
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Thank you
It has been one week since we lost our beloved Lindsay. I am numb to the fact that Lindsay is gone; nothing has ever hurt so badly. From...
Chris Larsen
Feb 22, 20212 min read
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Comforted by Holding Hands
How do you find the words you need when there is nothing that can be said to make things better, right, justified, or comprehensible?...
Chris Larsen
Feb 15, 20212 min read
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Lindsay's Diagnosis (from CaringBridge)
This is totally surreal to say, but… welcome to my CaringBridge. I’m Lindsay, and whether you’re here because we’ve known each other for...
Chris Larsen
Jul 27, 20193 min read
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